Yesterday was a wild day. I was wild with excitement hoping that Vicki would call and say the Embassy had issued our pink slip and we’d be on our way to pick up Katie. The phone rang off the hook, but it was never Vicki. I admit that I was disappointed. But through this whole dilema, something else remains: hope. Some might say that I see the glass as half full, that I’m an optimistic person. But I know where my hope comes from. It is from the Holy Spirit that fills me! I can’t say that I have been patient all the time during these last 21 months, but I can say that I’ve had the “peace that passes all understanding” and that only comes from God. I know He is in control. I believe he is Sovereign and knows just the right day Katie is supposed to come home. He’s known it all along! I can’t say that I’ve always obeyed when He’s told me, “wait” but some of the time I have; I can feel His power within me. That’s what’s gotten me through. Some days I have to go to prayer and just really give my heart and my hurt to Him. He never lets me down. I always feel better after talking with my God. “But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” Isaiah 40:31
So today I’m still running to the computer check my email at least every hour. My heart skips a beat every time the phone rings, because God gives me HOPE! “Give rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him.” Psalm 62:5
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